Right, my head's a bit clearer now and I can write about this without being totally overcome with emotion.
After 14 and a half years together, me and the boyfriend (or the fiancé, to use his correct title) are going our separate ways.
We're both sad and upset that it's turned out this way but we will part as friends and not enemies.
Just need to sell the house, split the proceeds and get on with our separate lives.
It won't be easy and if my posts seem to be erratic, well, I've got a lot on my mind right now.
There said it now. Don't really feel a lot better though.